tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-77836855448258952612011-09-29T09:32:10.105+08:00自蔚蓝天空向下深潜 探究最真实的自我 正视深层欲望 并借由唯一的解药 让一切重头开始 勇敢前进雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.comBlogger171100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7783685544825895261.post-31575324087600122122011-06-25T01:03:00.005+08:002011-06-25T02:07:14.183+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);"><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">i feel so lonely recently, the sense of loneliness fills up my heart all over....</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">kind of have a hole in it...it's feel like some pieces of my heart are missing....</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">after all of this, i do doubt that i still believe in friendship.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">jiaying, qiqian, 韦频，fiyon...<br />maybe you guys are the reason that i still believe....</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">so lucky am i to have you guys~</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">qiqian, remember i used to told you that i do something good or being nice to someone just simply because i genuinely want to, not because of asking return.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">now i knew i was wrong.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Love is nothing before it pay back. friendship either.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">pathetic me...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">i have screw up, again. i knew it!</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">my mistake, for letting it happened.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">just feel like running away from all of this....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">i know i have been saying it all the time....</span><br /><span style=" color: rgb(0, 51, 51);font-family:verdana;" >miss you guys so much~~~</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">but i still want to shout it out loud.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">haha~</span><br /><br /><span style=" color: rgb(0, 51, 51);font-family:verdana;" >P/S: daddy mommy, miss and love, always have always will. </span><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7783685544825895261-3157532408760012212?l=liwenluvu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7783685544825895261.post-80986662274346802222011-03-13T02:11:00.003+08:002011-03-13T04:25:49.056+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">昨天，<span style="font-family:arial;">2011</span>年<span style="font-family:arial;">3</span>月<span style="font-family:arial;">12</span>日，我来中国一年了....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">回想这一年的变化，真的很多很多....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">经过了这一年，我不能说我不带半点后悔和失望.....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">我想起了刚到上海的时候，老师对我们说：</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">“理想很丰满，现实很骨感。”</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">确实，从还没到中国之前的兴奋雀跃向往之情，到不解诧异愤怒，再到现在的理解冷淡无奈....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">只能说，你能从书本和新闻了解一个国家的历史和文化是多么地壮阔和绚烂，但想真正了解一个国家的国情和人民的习性，只有在当中生活过才能有深刻的体会。</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">离开家，最大的收获就是让我学会珍惜家的温暖和美好。</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">哪里都好，都不及老家好。</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">甚至连一直被我们嫌弃的我们的国家，马来西亚，都变得可爱起来。</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">离开了家人，离开了朋友，离开了熟悉的一切.....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">当中的感受，如人饮水，冷暖自知....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">一个人的生活，很孤独，很迷失....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">但总要迷失过，才会知道自己真正想要的是什么。</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">而在孤独和迷失的过程中，会找到带领我们走出黑暗的旗帜，会找到支撑我们的力量。</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">所以，我会想念家人，我还会常常想念亲爱的朋友们。除了信仰，你们是我的力量。</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">我不能说我已经不孤独，我仍然还在迷失，但我有不可放弃的信念，还有支持我的力量。</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">这一年，我得到很多....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">却也有一些什么失落了，也有一些认清了，也有一些苍老了....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">缘分吧....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333300;">但愿，大家互相扶持，走下去....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7783685544825895261-8098666227434680222?l=liwenluvu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7783685544825895261.post-14677689324220622082011-03-09T23:46:00.008+08:002011-03-09T23:55:48.400+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#666666;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">想着想着，我竟然想哭了，为了某种逝去.....<br />不过我知道，需要安慰呵护的不会是我，一定有人比我更需要众人的眼光众人的关心....<br />我的世界，会被我照顾得好好的。不管发生什么事，我也要守护它，让它坚强稳固无法动摇。<br />或许别人伤害我一次，就为我的城堡砌上一砖一瓦。<br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">.</span><br />这就是仆人的命，我的命。<br />“公主和仆人”，这是我的致命伤。<br />我因为这几个字和一个曾经最要好的朋友绝交，再也不说话再也不往来，至今。<br />然后我发誓，再也不要陷入这种不平衡的友情中。<br />然而，无论我怎么小心敏感谨慎，我的个性就是会培养出一个个公主殿下。<br />怎么办呢？像很多年以前那样，绝交吗？<br />公主殿下，你知道我是谁吗？我是你的朋友，最要好的朋友....<br />不，原来我不是，我只不过是得不到你丝毫尊重也不值你一顾的卑贱的小人我....<br />我最擅长的就是一声不响地离开，你不会知道我什么时候判了你死刑，也不会知道什么时候你在说话我心里在冷笑。<br />你就这样不明不白地失去了我。<br />所以，就算是仆人，我也是最刻薄自私的那个。<br />我要走到这一步，肯定是在最爱你变成最恨你的时候。<br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">.</span><br />越挣扎越痛苦，很孤独，但还是要为灵魂深处的一点光明抗争，为了不失去自我。</span><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">.<br /></span>.<br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;color:#333333;">frens, i miss u...damn one...<br /></span><span style="color:#ffcccc;">.<br />.<br />.</span> </span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7783685544825895261-1467768932422062208?l=liwenluvu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7783685544825895261.post-18155591960809719292010-12-28T00:45:00.011+08:002010-12-28T03:14:07.883+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >I'm not an extremist, or, i always try not to be an extremist....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br /></span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >But, feelings are real....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >.</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >感受越深，越不能置身事外....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >.</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >.</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >.<br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);">将心比心，设身处地....<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">.</span><br /></span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >拔掉手脚上的毛发，痛不痛？</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >手上划破一个小口子，痛不痛？</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >被油锅里的油溅到，痛不痛？</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >摔倒了流血了被火烧着了，痛不痛？</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >.</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >试想，一只牛双脚被绑，垂掉起来，用刀在它的前胸腹部划开一道长长的口子，来进行宰杀...</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >那可是比手上的口子要深很多，大很多，长很多的伤口....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >试想，把一只活生生的鱼丢到滚烫的油锅里，上半身生下半身熟地端上餐桌....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >它还活着呢....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >试想，一只鸡被丢到绞拌的机器里绞光了毛，或者大象的象牙被无情拔掉，或是一只狐狸被活生生地剥掉一层皮....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >它们流的血比我们摔倒流的血要多很多....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >这样，痛不痛？</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >.<br />.<br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >之前一个四川女变态压死兔子的新闻很轰动，我看了也觉得很气愤....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >不过在网上看了一个留言，他说：<span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">其实，杀戮每天都有，只是大多数都以人们比较能接受的方式进行..</span>..</span></span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >是啊，于是我们忘了，那些其实是“杀戮”，而被杀的其实是“生命”....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >对农夫来说，它们就是畜牲；对厨师来说，它们就是食物；对捕抓者来说，它们就是金钱、盈利....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >对我们来说，餐桌上摆的的就是一道道菜肴，身上穿着的皮草就是衣服....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >有多少人能意识到它们在变成菜肴之前，和变成皮草之前，都是一个个会跑会叫，有感觉的生命....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >如果你能意识到它是一个生命，同时还具有同理心和怜悯之心，你一定能听懂它们在被宰杀时挣扎嘶吼的语言....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >那是它们因痛苦而发出的悲鸣，是对宰杀者的苦苦哀求，是对死亡的深深恐惧....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >.</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >我爱生命，生命宝贵....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >为什么我们珍惜自己的身体，却去伤害其他的生命....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >人之所以幸运，是因为人拥有选择的权利....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >而人的悲哀，是只能选择依靠不断地剥夺其他的生命来维持自己的生命....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >.<br />.<br />.<br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >k...tat's all i wanna say...</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >no force no criticism, just expression....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >ppl who totally disagree, just ignore it. pls~</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >.</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >again, I'm so sorry, if this really bother u....</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >.</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >.</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" >.</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7783685544825895261-1815559196080971929?l=liwenluvu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7783685544825895261.post-34910333319527899642010-10-24T02:46:00.002+08:002010-10-24T03:40:58.695+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">The journey of life must come to an end.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">No matter how strong or how persist you are, it's nothing to do with when it come to death.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I just learnt about the fatal illness that Laogu is infected with. He is going to depart.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I felt kind of weird.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I never expect that it does upset me so deeply, indeed.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">It is a pity that i couldn't see him one last time or even say goodbye to him.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Yet, I will pray for him.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Hoping that Buddha will ease off his miserableness and pain, release him from suffering.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Mom and Dad,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I pay my regards, genuinely.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Please give my respects to Laogu, and his family, either.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffffff;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffffff;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffffff;">.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7783685544825895261-3491033331952789964?l=liwenluvu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7783685544825895261.post-68036429984711482592010-10-05T02:03:00.013+08:002010-10-05T05:19:40.160+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">空虚症候群，平均每年发作一次，维持时间数周至数月不等....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">每次发作的症状不尽相同，大致有夜不安寝，失眠，需要陪伴，情绪化，不想呆在家里等等....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">我记得我第一次发作是在初一年尾，第二次在初二年尾，第三次在初三年头....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">上一次，也就是最严重的一次，是在去年....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">那时大概是高三毕业以后，2009年结束之前的那段时间....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">那时主要症状是半夜不想在家，想找有人陪，想花钱....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">那时我最喜欢做的事就是....半夜不在家...开车找朋友去兜风....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">那时半夜最常陪伴我的人就是fiyon....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">那时我们最常做的事就是...晚上逛完街，还不想回家，半夜两三点还在我家附近的old town喝茶聊天....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">不然就是，半夜一两开车去她家接她来我家，早上五六点再送她回家....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">半夜...不想在家...想有人陪...想花钱....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">我承认那时的我的确是很奇怪....都不像我了....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">像是有好媳妇的外表却有荡妇的内在....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">爸爸妈妈见我每天半夜开车出去都很担心....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">随便去哪里，反正我就是不想一个人在家....也不管什么安全，父母担心的问题....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">这种情况越来越严重....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">后来，为了阻止我再半夜开车出去，爸爸就把车钥匙藏了起来....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">我找不到车钥匙，在家里到处翻了几遍还是找不到....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">那种找不到钥匙，走不出去的感觉实在快让我抓狂了....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">像是被禁足的叛逆的小孩....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">就这样我郁结得一整晚都睡不着....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">那时就是常常有一种受到束缚的感觉，我不知道那是什么，也不知道怎么摆脱它....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">我只知道，让我出去，我就能感觉到一点点自由....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">有朋友陪着我，就能感觉到一点点安心....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">很奇怪...很任性...很无聊...很空虚?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">现在，我又来了....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">偏偏现在，我没有车，没有fiyon，没有你们在我的身边...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">半夜想出去?偏偏，宿舍有门禁....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">烟和酒....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">烟?不可能....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">酒?偏偏就是没有酒在我的冰箱和柜子里....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">想出去买？偏偏不好意思去麻烦阿姨开门....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">所以所以所以.....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">我会想起那段奇怪的日子....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">我很想念半夜和fiyon在外面游荡的日子....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">我很想念半夜和你们一起喝酒的日子....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;"><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">现在，我在上海....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">现在，我有两周的假期....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">我不想当宅女，两周的假期都呆在宿舍里....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">这种感觉好可怕....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">就好像我的三年大学生活就会像现在这样宅着宅着就过完了似的...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">如果是这样，我对不起我的父母，也对不起我自己....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">害怕之后，要反省，反省之后，要改变....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">但愿我能有勇气....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">在寒冷的冬天来临以前....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">为了不后悔，没有借口，从不逃避....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">jiaying, i miss u..!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div></span></div></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7783685544825895261-6803642998471148259?l=liwenluvu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7783685544825895261.post-65599675144464388682010-05-20T22:58:00.008+08:002010-05-21T00:44:07.931+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#999999;">我讨厌理所当然....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#999999;">我讨厌虚伪....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#999999;">我看不顺眼很多事...我不满很多事....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#999999;">每当我这样不爽的时候...我就告诉自己...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#999999;">我不能这样任性....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#999999;">不能这样情绪化...不能突然沉默...不能突然不说话...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#999999;">实在不能这样任性...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#999999;">我明白...世界不是围绕着我转动，人们不是为了迎合我而存在...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#999999;">所以...我绝对没有因为别人不顺我的意就生气或不爽的权利...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffffff;">。</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#666666;">我不想自己变得难搞，我尽量不要变得麻烦，或者让别人感到麻烦...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#666666;">所以我怎样都可以....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#666666;">因为...我知道我有一个致命的，最难搞的地方，就是我吃素....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#666666;">亲爱的朋友们~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#666666;">我真感谢你们一直以来的包容和理解，我知道迁就我是一件很麻烦的事情....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#666666;">对于不能理解我的人...请在成为我的朋友前远离我吧....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#666666;">朋友，如果真的不能理解这点，实在受不了我...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#666666;">对不起...请告诉我...然后就不要再当我的朋友吧....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#666666;">如果我的选择只有 "索性就吃肉算了" 和 "当不知道看不到就吃吧" 这两种的话...那实在是一种悲哀...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#666666;">背叛自己的信念，还是欺骗自己?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#666666;">朋友，对不起，请不要把我推到这样的境地....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffffff;">。</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#333333;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#333333;">亲爱的...不要担心...我没事...也没发生什么事....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#333333;">只是想念你们而已~~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffffff;">。</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ffffff;">。</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#333333;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#333333;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#333333;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#333333;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#333333;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7783685544825895261-6559967514446438868?l=liwenluvu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7783685544825895261.post-88819162118050348342010-04-10T15:06:00.006+08:002010-04-10T17:57:59.538+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#990000;">我终于终于又写blog了...呵呵...<br />我到上海快一个月了...适应了不少...<br />唯一不想适应的就是这里<span style="color:#cc6600;">油腻+重咸</span>口味的食物...还要超级大份...三个人share一份都可以...</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#990000;">我在这里都干什么了呢?<br /></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#990000;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#663300;">1st，入伙。</span><br />我们35个人，30个女生，5个男生，住进了中国学生的宿舍...</span></span><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#990000;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;">(我们原本要住留学生宿舍的lor...but fully book了== )<br />从此，这栋被唤作<span style="color:#cc6600;">西32号楼</span>的男生宿舍，有了女生，因为我们来了...呵呵...<br />有一件很幸运的事情，</span><span style="font-size:85%;">就是有学长照顾...</span></span><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#990000;"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#663300;">2nd，开课。</span><br />宿舍和我们上课地点有点距离，从宿舍到教室，至少要走10分钟的路...<br />有同学算过，每天我们至少走了20km的路...<br />我真庆幸我在KL的时候那么爱逛街...<br />老师们都很好...没有难搞的...没有瞒不讲理的...也没有脾气不好的...<br />到目前为止，上课都挺轻松的，有时准备下presentation...<br />除了拜一和拜四要从8am上到下午之外，其他天都是8am上到11.40am...<br />酱多空闲的时间就去参加社团协会咯...韩文课，舞蹈课，粤语课，亲青等等...我还想去古琴课，但撞到时间了...</span><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#990000;"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#663300;">3rd，聚餐。</span><br />和在上海的马来西亚留学生的聚餐，在川霸王...感觉有点像龙的传人...<br />8围桌，6个前菜，7个主菜，1个甜品，1个水果。<br />当它上前菜的时候我还以为那是主菜，所以在它陆陆续续不断送来主菜的时候，我就想：walao，够咯，还不停...<br />我最喜欢它的甜品，<span style="color:#cc6600;">酒酿丸子</span>，好好喝~<br />然后，学长学姐就带我们去逛街，南京路步行街。</span><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"><span style="color:#663300;">4th，生日。</span><br />同学们都很好，每有一位同学生日，大家就一起给他惊喜...<br />唱生日歌呢，照我们这里的传统，是先唱华语，英文，马来文，广东话。<br />我生日那天恰逢关灯一小时，刚好前几天我们这栋宿舍又疑似闹鬼，他们就关了整层楼的灯，全部人冲进我的宿舍吓我...哈哈...<br />庆祝完就要关灯了...我们就一起到校门口的广场放孔明灯，在孔明灯上写下愿望，放到天上去...<br />然后，我们一起到校门口附近的小摊子吃小吃...冰糖葫芦~煎饼~烧烤串~煎馒头~</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#333333;">...未完待续...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7783685544825895261-8881916211805034834?l=liwenluvu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7783685544825895261.post-14924104406317444562010-03-12T01:38:00.003+08:002010-03-12T02:01:45.178+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">亲爱的...再六个小时, 我就飞去中国, 到上海读书了...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">一个学期后的暑假, 我会回来的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">要<span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">找我</span>的话, 就常上<span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">MSN</span>和<span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">Skype</span>吧...</span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">我会想念你们的~~</span></span></span></span><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7783685544825895261-1492410440631744456?l=liwenluvu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7783685544825895261.post-46411424162097685312009-10-06T23:20:00.007+08:002009-10-07T01:38:52.360+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);">上星期五过了个<span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">美好的中秋前夕</span>~~</span> </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);">在可雯家<span style="font-family: verdana;">BBQ</span>...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);">以前在这种吃东西的场合，我多数是去凑热闹的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);">但那天我却可以吃得很饱...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);">这一点真的让我觉得<span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);">很窝心</span>~~</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">谢谢可雯，还有帮我和玉婷准备食物的人~~<br /></span><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/Sst50xmZX1I/AAAAAAAAADg/eCU6kt8o50o/s1600-h/PA020058.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/Sst50xmZX1I/AAAAAAAAADg/eCU6kt8o50o/s320/PA020058.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5389535326653472594" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/Sst5YxYRbII/AAAAAAAAADY/FemPF8SPe8o/s1600-h/DSC00285+%281%29.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/Sst5YxYRbII/AAAAAAAAADY/FemPF8SPe8o/s320/DSC00285+%281%29.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5389534845557894274" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/Sst5YdjiOAI/AAAAAAAAADQ/a8J_HSUo4Js/s1600-h/DSC00304.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/Sst5YdjiOAI/AAAAAAAAADQ/a8J_HSUo4Js/s320/DSC00304.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5389534840236423170" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);font-size:85%;" >之后<span style="font-family: verdana;">12</span>点多，跟他们</span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);">上云顶...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);">我第一次半夜上云顶吹风啊...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);">是很特别的经验...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);">其实我坐车上去的时候，心里有点矛盾，很不踏实...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);">幸好幸好，吹着云顶很冷很冷的风是那晚最好的感受...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);">半夜<span style="font-family: verdana;">4</span>点多下回来，去佳芸家<span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">过</span>还剩不多的<span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">夜</span>...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);">她做的早餐很丰富啊...呵~^^</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);">今天，和<span style="font-family: verdana;">Q.Q</span>经过<span style="font-family: verdana;">CC Hotel</span>，就进去看看我们举行<span style="font-family: verdana;">prom night</span>的地方...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);"><span style="font-family: verdana;">haiz</span>...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);">那地方给我的感受是：</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 0);">我不是来参加舞会，而是来<span style="font-family: verdana;">yam</span>别人的喜酒的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);">虽然有失望，但我知道这是没办法的事...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);">我还是会去的...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);">还有一个月就要毕业了...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);">毕旅，<span style="font-family: verdana;">Bangkok trip</span>，<span style="font-family: verdana;">prom night</span>...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);">对我而言，都是在这里的句点...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);"><span style="font-family: verdana;">My high school ending</span>，或者其他什么的<span style="font-family: verdana;">ending</span>...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);">我希望能抓住这些最后和朋友们在一起的回忆...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);">"<span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 0); font-family: verdana;">You're high school to me.</span>"</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);">这是舞会结束后，<span style="font-family: verdana;">S</span>对<span style="font-family: verdana;">B</span>讲的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);">我的中学六年，我大概找不到有比朋友更值得重视和珍惜的人了...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">统考要来了啊~！！！</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">为什么我没有<span style="font-family: verdana;">feel</span>的.......</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">真希望我能回到考预考时的状态....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">闭关！！加油！！</span><br /></span></div><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);font-size:85%;" ><span style="font-family: verdana;">p/s</span>:<br />在写这篇之前，去看了<span style="font-family: verdana;">Q.Q</span>的<span style="font-family: verdana;">latest blog</span>...<br />好吧，我<span style="font-family: verdana;">get</span>到了，我明白...<br />我知道不要太执着于那些不好的情绪...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7783685544825895261-4641142416209768531?l=liwenluvu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7783685544825895261.post-52928257916025792632009-09-18T10:06:00.007+08:002009-09-20T13:01:20.502+08:00<div style="text-align: center;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);font-family:verdana;" >From the Gossip Girl philosophy, </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);font-family:verdana;" >"<span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Shoulder pads may come and go, but a B.F.F. is forever, because even when you're not sure where you're headed, it helps to know you're not going there alone. </span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);font-family:verdana;" ><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">No one has all the answers, and sometimes the best we can do is just apologize, and let the past be the past.</span>"</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);font-family:verdana;" >Somethings happened between B and S was deeply touched me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);font-family:verdana;" >I had lose my friend before, and, i deserve it.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);font-family:verdana;" >I hope this will not happen again, either me or my friends.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);font-family:verdana;" >The truth ain't easy to stand, we always afraid that we would aggravate the relationship.<br />So, we escape, and become a pseudo...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);font-family:verdana;" >Yet, it will direct you to the same way.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);font-family:verdana;" >My dear friends,<br />sometimes the essence to overcome the problem is keep calm, and having heart to heart, straight out, not only the distasteful part, but also the delightful part.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);font-family:verdana;" >Yet, sometimes you just need to know I Love You.<br /><br /><br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7783685544825895261-5292825791602579263?l=liwenluvu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7783685544825895261.post-10885922871246553422009-09-13T01:21:00.015+08:002009-09-13T03:54:00.731+08:00<div style="text-align: right; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">《非常完美》，又名苏菲的复仇。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">讲述的是被男朋友抛弃的苏菲为抢回男友而展开了报复的计划....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">当苏菲饱受失恋的痛苦，她说过这么一句话...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">"<span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">苦苦折磨我的，并不是我刚刚失去的，而是那些我曾经拥有的...</span>"</span><br /></span></div><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/SqvyaASv1fI/AAAAAAAAACY/lgqzLbTuPSA/s1600-h/bcf6dc16ad8fe13f962b4307.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 218px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/SqvyaASv1fI/AAAAAAAAACY/lgqzLbTuPSA/s320/bcf6dc16ad8fe13f962b4307.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5380660708393342450" border="0" /></a></div> <div style="text-align: right; color: rgb(153, 102, 51);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/SqvyovAd2hI/AAAAAAAAACg/ToCWTl-Y-_E/s1600-h/5d8bbc51fe09933c367abea1.jpg"><br /></a></div> </div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(102, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);font-size:85%;" >虽然我不是那么喜欢章，但我还是很乐意在片中看到章那么可爱，讨人喜欢的一面...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);font-size:85%;" >我喜欢这部片，我喜欢她拍得用心。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);font-size:85%;" >比如，在服装和造型上花的心思...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);font-size:85%;" >看着就像在看一场fashion show....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);font-size:85%;" >林心如在片中的短发造型，很好看~</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);font-size:85%;" >我最喜欢片中化装派对上苏菲的小绵羊造型和林心如的小猫造型~~</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);font-size:85%;" >又比如，那些场景的设计，苏菲家的设计...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);font-size:85%;" >满脑子奇妙异想的漫画家，就住在这样的房子里...</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/SqvwsIFTX8I/AAAAAAAAAB4/lFUhIvR1xMc/s1600-h/7dc99fc3b3a97577b219a8df.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 210px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/SqvwsIFTX8I/AAAAAAAAAB4/lFUhIvR1xMc/s320/7dc99fc3b3a97577b219a8df.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5380658820698824642" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/Sqvw7syXICI/AAAAAAAAACA/cKS3io96gNo/s1600-h/89478_200908261255553.thumb.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 218px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/Sqvw7syXICI/AAAAAAAAACA/cKS3io96gNo/s320/89478_200908261255553.thumb.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5380659088249528354" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/SqvxHKLnhqI/AAAAAAAAACI/QESygumFnzY/s1600-h/89478_200908261255554.thumb.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 210px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/SqvxHKLnhqI/AAAAAAAAACI/QESygumFnzY/s320/89478_200908261255554.thumb.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5380659285118650018" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);"><br />在片的最后出现了一辆计程车，让我印象很深刻...</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> <span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">这辆黑白色，写着"china taxi"的taxi，原来是剧组特别设计的...</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">我无意中找到《非常完美》的美术总监写关于这部片设计概念的文章...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">他如此写到：</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">"<span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 0);">这种每天在路上大量出现的交通工具，可以设计得赏心悦目一些。<br />看看伦敦的黑色计程车，纽约的黄色计程车，和香港的红色计程车，都已经成为城市的鲜明标志......<br />一个城市的形象，就是建立在这一点一滴的统一和谐调之中。<br />总希望有一天，国人会明白这种统一的美感对自身城市形象的重要性。</span>"</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 153, 0);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);"></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);"><br />"<span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 0);">大家每天注意一些，在自家的附近用心一些，生活中每天在身边的计程车，公车，垃圾 筒，门牌，马路，招牌等等多花些心思，我们中国人的世界，也可以一点一滴地变得靓丽起来。</span>"</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);"></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);"></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">他又是如此写道。</span><br /></span></div><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">这位美术总监的原文：</span><br /><a href="http://tieba.baidu.com/f?kz=634471509">http://tieba.baidu.com/f?kz=634471509</a><br /><a href="http://alive.tom.com/secondchan/--profile-744129.html">http://alive.tom.com/secondchan/--profile-744129.html</a><br /><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7783685544825895261-1088592287124655342?l=liwenluvu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7783685544825895261.post-65648835186360973032009-09-08T21:20:00.010+08:002009-09-08T22:36:04.493+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;"></span><span style="font-size:100%;"></span><blockquote style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);"><span style="font-size:100%;">朋友也会分手 <br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> 我们会为逝去的友谊而神伤，就如为逝去的爱情而神伤一样。</span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"> 朋友，也会如情人一样分手。</span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"> 友谊永固这四字用语，正如春到人间、百花盛放、新春喜庆、恭喜发财。友谊永固是吉事，做得到，当然好。</span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"> 一旦你与这个朋友相处不来呢？你发现他某些举动令你讨厌、接受不了、愕然、不信任，因此你打算离开他，把他推出你的生活范围之外。你为自己的念头感到可怕，觉得很无情。</span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"> 然而，都感觉不对了，为何还要勉强维持友谊？对方仍然想做朋友又怎样？你能顾及他开心，又顾不了自己不快乐，不如就分手好了。</span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"> 如果，你的朋友突然变得冷淡、失踪，你就知道，他正想向你提出分手。不要太怪责他，他一定是已经感受不到友谊带来的快乐。</span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"> 当一段友谊已逝，一定会有人批评为无情无义、不重视感情。然而，如果快乐，何用分手？爱情是双方面，友谊也一样，不是想做朋友便可以做朋友。</span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"> 朋友，可以"柴娃娃"，一日结识十个，同一时间与五十个朋友交往。这种朋友，多数友谊永固，皆因交情就是"柴娃娃"的酒肉式朋友，简单又愉快，如此这般，当然可以友好一世啦！</span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"> <span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);">是深交过的，才会闹分手，继而，就如爱情逝去时一样，教人伤心、痛恨、不明不白。</span></span><br /></div><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size:100%;">- 深雪《美女的交换礼物》-</span></div></blockquote><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size:100%;"></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:85%;" >并不是希望为自己辩解什么...</span><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:85%;" >而是...只是觉得她写中了我的心事...<br />写得全都对...除了一点....<br />我并没有她说得这么理直气壮...<br />我有一点怨恨，一点内疚，一点伤心，一点惋惜...<br />尽管我很不愿意承认.....<br />我希望能微笑给你祝福，但我做不到前事不计...<br />因此我又是如此痛恨自己的自私....<br />但我不后悔，<br />我只能告诉自己不要后悔，不能后悔....</span><br /><br /><br /></div><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7783685544825895261-6564883518636097303?l=liwenluvu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7783685544825895261.post-3370275267541608452009-09-06T16:16:00.006+08:002009-09-06T17:19:47.408+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">预考，就是我的毕业考开始了...<br />很庆幸我终于感觉到一点害怕和紧张了...<br />几科节数吃重的勉勉强强也过去了，还剩五科...<br />唉...<br />高数啊...<span style="font-family: verdana;">TT</span><br />这大概是我在中华六年做过最糟糕的数学考试...<br />==<br />一直考试是什么心情？<br />贴张图，大家心领神会吧~~</span></span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/SqN6JcvPUoI/AAAAAAAAABg/3s2EVoLhbsc/s1600-h/untitled5.bmp"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 247px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/SqN6JcvPUoI/AAAAAAAAABg/3s2EVoLhbsc/s320/untitled5.bmp" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5378276682762244738" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-size:85%;" >弱弱地说句:</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);font-size:85%;" >大家加油吧~<br />这是我们在中华最后的考试了!!</span><br /><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7783685544825895261-337027526754160845?l=liwenluvu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7783685544825895261.post-78267088337486981462009-08-26T22:12:00.007+08:002009-08-27T00:49:19.060+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-size:85%;" >大约一个半小时前，我回到家了...<br />早上补完课后和Q.Q去到Kepong Jusco，<br />才发现那边没有上Orphan...<br />最后决定...就是要看Orphan...<br />于是，<span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);">Q.Q</span>，<span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);">我</span>，<span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);">丽云</span>去到<span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);">Pavilion</span>...<br />虽然...有发生一些不顺...<br />例如：Q.Q的卡被机器吃掉...我买不到我要的衣服...丽云喝不到coffee bean...<br />还有..."what's the problem?" <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);">真的是=="</span><br />但还是看到了<span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">Orphan</span>...<span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">^^</span><br />erm......<br />其实...她不是那么恐怖，只是有点恶...和很变态下......?<br />真的很难得有人和我一起到戏院看惊悚片...（丽云在我旁边发抖...</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-size:85%;" >哈哈~</span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">）</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">我觉得恐怖惊悚片要在戏院看才有效果...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">就算是原本不那么吓人的场景，到戏院看，也会变得吓人...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">其实我不怕看恐怖片，就算被吓也很享受...哈哈~</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-size:85%;" ><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 102);">非常喜欢Kate为Jessica写的铭文:</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">"I never spoke to you, but I hear you.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);"> I never held you, but I feel you.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);"> I never knew you, but I love you."</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/SpVPmFw0o2I/AAAAAAAAABQ/xPC-W6CKZX0/s1600-h/orphanposter.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 215px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/SpVPmFw0o2I/AAAAAAAAABQ/xPC-W6CKZX0/s320/orphanposter.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5374289246137131874" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);font-size:85%;" >亲爱的，如果睡不着或发恶梦，要打给我啊~~</span><br /><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7783685544825895261-7826708833748698146?l=liwenluvu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7783685544825895261.post-31259020407127595062009-07-02T20:46:00.009+08:002009-07-05T23:41:11.058+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/SkyzDNYkavI/AAAAAAAAABI/1a4LZ0sdXoY/s1600-h/mj.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 318px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_AupsQp513tw/SkyzDNYkavI/AAAAAAAAABI/1a4LZ0sdXoY/s320/mj.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5353850924750367474" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:85%;" >我<span style="font-family:verdana;"></span>在某个留言区看到有人这么写....<br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">"</span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-size:85%;" >从小时候到最近，从认识他崇拜他，到遗忘他再到惋惜留恋，我们顺着这个链条根本发现不了自己的存在，<br />自己的人生，信条，态度，无疑被<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">MJ</span>冲了个粉碎，<br />我们因为自己的痛发现了自我，在他痛苦的面前丢失了自我，<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">只有让他的歌充满<span style="font-family: verdana;">IPOD</span>，回忆深思他到底究竟是怎么影响到我们，抑或我们如何在他的面前有所自尊，才能解开这段传奇在我身上造成的确实存在的阴影。</span><br />离不开他，确实没有原因。</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:85%;" ><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">"</span><br /><br />可能他距离我们很遥远...<br />但他在乐坛的伟大贡献，无时无刻影响着你我...<br />在流行乐坛的历史篇章里，该有属于他闪闪发亮永不磨灭的记号...<br />这一刻，怀念他...<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >King of Pop, Michael Jackson !!</span></span><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7783685544825895261-3125902040712759506?l=liwenluvu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7783685544825895261.post-82443456167777084312009-06-04T22:31:00.000+08:002009-06-04T22:54:03.296+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">昨天，我作了个奇怪的梦...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">猜我梦见谁了？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">我竟然梦到<span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">Monster</span>!!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">没错！就是我们补习的那个Monster!!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">神奇吧...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">梦是这样的....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">我和他在车上，他驾车...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">他一边驾车就一边骂我，“你酱差，不可以咯..”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">不是很严厉的啦，是苦口婆心的那种...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">我就垂头丧气一直讲sorry teacher..sorry teacher...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">哈哈...太搞笑了...!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">我觉得那是Ejae所说的加我想象的<span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">刘明华</span>的变形...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">大概是因为昨天在车上讲到太兴奋了..哈哈...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">只是不懂做么会是Monster罢了...</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7783685544825895261-8244345616777708431?l=liwenluvu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>雨文http://www.blogger.com/profile/15637532900315657596noreply@blogger.com1